Yes, it is another late post. I was too sad to write one last night. I know, I know, that is no excuse. “One must be pitiless in the matter of mood.” That is a quote, but I cannot remember who said it. In my defense, I am not saying, “I wasn’t in the MOOD to write.” Hmm… What, then, was I saying? I guess I don’t know.
I feel I should go on to tell why I was (full disclosure: and still am) so sad. I am disinclined to do so, however. For one reason, it isn’t my own stuff I am sad about, it is other people’s tragedies. I do not want to usurp someone else’s story for my own petty purposes.
Come to think about it, I have said too much already, just by telling you I am sad. What is that but a whiny bid for sympathy? I ought to feel ashamed. I do feel ashamed.
On the other hand, there is little point in judging myself. I was only trying to make one of my stream of consciousness late posts. Being honest about one’s feelings is not necessarily asking for sympathy, despite appearances to those looking for the least flattering interpretation.
Under the heading Cutting Myself a Break, I am going to call this a Mid-Week Middle-Aged Musings and drive on.